| This is the work that was great enough to be allowed past my OCD/perfectionist mind. 8D |


From The Floor-Chapter 2Another day from the floor, looking on. I can say that things haven't gotten any better. The set is coming together nicely, with the New York skyline that I painted now on the stage. I look at the skyline and smile a little bit, knowing that my work was showcased in someway. Of course, no one would know that I had done the set. The only thing that would matter was the stars. The actors, the dancers, the vocalists. The ones who were good enough to matter. I look up at the spotlights. Red and purple for the sunset during the Cotton Club scene. I drag my feet along the hardwood floor of the stage. I was one of the first ones here, so I decided tFrom The Floor-Chapter 2


From The Floor-Chapter 1The muted cobalt curtains sway a little bit in front of my eyes. From the floor, things aren't as amazing. On that stage, the blood boils in your veins and you have the motive to perform. To impress people. Down here, no one notices you, or knows who you are for that matter. Being passed by is an interesting experience. You can feel the acid churn within your abdomen, as though you could lose your insides at any moment. Seconds pass with the ambition of a spring beetle--lively at first, but slowly dying with every tick. Word goes around that this production is going to change the school forever. I can say that it's changed me forever, alreadyFrom The Floor-Chapter 1


R.I.P.In sixth grade you Spoke out in class, Had all the confidence I lacked, And were the first of my crushesR.I.P.
By the seventh,
You were just another set of hands Ripping out my hair And throwing me down stairs
They mocked my accent, You called me fat, And I threw up all
Of my meals
You were the top Of everything Until the tables Turned
And the bulimic with
The bleeding wrists Became the confident, Accepted one
I walked forward
Into adulthood with A bitter amusement At
| This is the work that was great enough to be allowed past my OCD/perfectionist mind. 8D |
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"Maladjusted just untrusted rusted sometimes brilliant busted thoughts"
~Eve 6
It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you want.
~Unknown
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I'm not gonna come down, down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go.
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"Maladjusted just untrusted rusted sometimes brilliant busted thoughts"
~Eve 6
It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you want.
~Unknown
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I'm not gonna come down, down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go.
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"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will hurt forever." - John Dorian
To all those that like to down on me or things i like to believe and like to think, even if they aren't true, i ask this one simple task of you. Let me live my lie.
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"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference." - AA/NA Motto
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I'm not gonna come down, down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go.
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"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference." - AA/NA Motto
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I'm not gonna come down, down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go.
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